Friendship=?

It has been a while that I stop blogging, i think mostly because I am busy but here I am AGAIN with a new topic.things were not as smooth as i thought for the past few months but i guess i had overcome it . Sometime, when we think we can achieve what we want , we can be over confidence or maybe just think we can do it unexpected events will happen in our life somehow when we are trying to gain what we want.Anyway, i just wanna ask what is friendship means to each and everyone of us? Is friendship something precious or is it something that we put a high expectation in it? I guess i never understand the meaning of friendship because i think i actually dont have one . But , that does not mean i cant experience one. You know a lot of people ,they, think they have a lot of friends then they start to get together and then that is how they start their friendship. I mean look at it, it is nothing wrong , if it is that easy, a lot of people out there enjoy having friendship. To have friends and to ave friendship are two different things because we can have friends but not starting a friendship with them. The question is which one is more harder for us to have, friends or friendship? In my opinion, I would say friendship. We can have friendship when we starts a relationship with our friends. This relationship is very fragile , therefore we should handle it with extra care because we dont want to hurt anybody in the end but i think most of us cant do it since we tend to forget things easily. Friendship can be good or it can turn out to be bad according to our thinking and decisions that we had made with our friends. Bad decision will lead us to bad situation and i would say this will only destroy everything that both of the parties that build together such as memories, hobbies, feelings , trustworthy and more and that slowly comes the feeling of hurt , sad ,dumped and anger. All these will make a person to hate us or leave a bad impression on us . Being hurt by our friends are not the things that we like because we feel stupid , we thought we were right but it was wrong, our actions were wrong . Every good deeds we had done were not appreciate or like by someone. We initially think we can be friends forever but we cant simply because we have destoy it with our own bare hands. Dont try to have friendship if we want hurt someone or for fun because it is not worth to start one.