Fading away from me

Whenever I look back at my days, I kinda hope time will not flies , days will not end, precious moments will not just stop, everything will just stay as I planned . Somehow I know this is only my imagination or my thinking that will not happened. Well, it helps me to remember that no matter how much we try to change ourselves or try to forget about something, it never works, just like day dreaming for a second then back to who we are .Before we knew it, memories do fade away from us , bad or good. Some people say only bad memories can fade away how about the good, do we actually remember it? do we actually keep it in our heart? Do we ? I guess the good memories are the most easy to forget by people since a lot of us will take things for granted. A lot of us will forget the good deeds or things that done by someone because we dont really appreciate what people have done in our lives, the small little things that may not caught our attention but do change our perspective in lives. We never bother to stop and take a look around us, who have actually change us , we may mot even realize the things people had dine in our lives and slowly our mind is only fill with the negative things towards someone and that is how good memories start to fade away from us, leaving us the bad ones.Sometimes, when i try to take a quick swap from my previous memories , i start to recall everything,the bad and the good, i guess this is better for me because everything will be equal and i will not make the same old mistake i used to , in order to change me in my daily life. Memories always remind me that i had done something good or bad or maybe my actions had hurt someone feelings. With this, i can change myself .